Monday, May 3, 2010
Had been reading my blog dw past post! Time really pass fast .. Those fun I had with friends seems like yesterday. Now all had to be bz wif work and rarely meet up but once a frend forever frend unless de person do somehing hurtful! Friends should nv hurt friends! They are meant for each other!
Have been kinda of stress over work! Still trying be strong! Recently had a liking for someone but for the moment wanna Noe more abt her.I know my life is always full of obstacles but can I just have something gd n things I wan happen to me? God knows!
9:22 PM
Monday, February 22, 2010
Has been working abt 2wks le ~ but i always only had been doing washing hair ~ i noe things improve as they let me wash long hair ~ but i seems to haf prob making bubble instead of washing~ ok i start to dye some hair ~ but i kinda of like lost coz everything is so diff from wat i learnt ~ but sometime i feel like i am just working for de sake of working ~ where is de things i should learn n pract to become better ! I think i kind of lack of de correct attiude~ I lost my confidence in everything when i didnt win anything in the graduation show. Mayb i was too over confident ~ tat y i fall so hard ~ then i start to doubt my skills ~ At first when i cut n dye my model i was proud of it n sure it could at least gt one prize coz i wan a trophy ! But i end up didnt win ~ I was sad but i was happy for my friend who won also ! I really wan to be a professional hairstylist and earn alot. But i m lack of confidents ! I dun wanna tio stuck as assistance forever! I know assistance also a job but then i wan like i design ppl hair instead of doing things being told hw to do n wat to do! I know my skills now sucks i will pract ! I just hope pract can make it perfect !
5:37 AM
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
This is 爱不单行 by 罗志祥 . The song really sounds like me. Especially those bolds
找不到人说 心里的寂寞
找不到人懂 怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定 在一起的那个人
很多人都像我 一个人过生活
爱 只有简单笔画 却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人 也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下
爱 是不可数的吗 为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕
用不完身边 泛滥的自由
开始怕孤单 是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人 为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到 爱情那个枷锁
爱 只有简单笔画 却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人 也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下
爱 是不可数的吗 为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕
爱 只有简单笔画 却比想象复杂
恨安定爱变化
我爱过几个人 也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下
爱 是不可数的吗 为何我还相信
它不是独行侠
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕
我在等一个人 在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行相信它
9:08 AM
Saturday, January 30, 2010
I know i had not being blogging for quite long. Mayb nobody will be read this but it doesnt matter i just need a space to voice out.Yeah I grad from kimage le then i gt Remedial Training and manage to pass my ippt. But i couldnt find a job until recently i work at bishan a neighbourhood saloon work 2 days nia i tio fired. The boss say nt much customers so dun need me. But i think coz i nt wat she expect ba. She tat day ask shampoo and blow dry for her. I wash nt comfortable and blow nt dry enuf. I know my weakness is shampooing and blowdry. I know my basic nt gd tat y i wanna work n train it. But tis boss seems to expect me to be stylist and want me to lie to customers tat i had been in this line for years. Which i couldnt do it. Then is like gt some customers then she nv tell me where to gt tis n tat and wat. She like expect me to know everything.
But i nt famailar wif de workplace at all so i duno de stuff. And i can see she is happy with me coz i cant help her much. Is like she also dare let me do. I wanna watch her do then she tell me dun stand next to her n see coz ltr ppl know i am learning. I was thinking i am here to learn not anyhow whack.She ask me seat down n use mirror to see. So i listen but i see her facial expression is like so unhappy.I cant communicate with her well.I can sense tat she is nt happy with me coz no customers then i only can seat there and read magazine coz really nth to do. I wanna wash towels she say too little. I wanna take towel in n fold she say ltr. I find tat i was wasting my time but i expect to endure 1mth at least coz i need money and some experience i nv expect she like tat fire me.
Is a gd and bad thing. Good thing is i no need endure the pain of doing nth n wait for time off the bad thing is i dun have pay and i cant gt experience. I didnt expect my life to be like tat just after i found out something that hurt me.I found out my frend is wif the girl i used to like.It happen again!I dont blame them. But i just cant tahan is the guy scold me vulgar during gaming and talk to me with an attiude prob. I kept quiet even i noe he is already with the girl i like. Then i cant stand it i just dun wanna see it so i delete them off.You may think i m childish but i just dun wanna see it nia.
I know that it always that which girl i like will nv like me. Always end up with others. I surrender already after so many cases. I dont expect anybody to understand how i feel. But i cant have love tat's the fact i gt to face. I only can see people holding each other happily while i am just standing alone at a corner.Mayb my previous life i break people's heart. So this life i gt heart breaks.Sometime it really hurts so much that i wanna gif up love. Now i dun dare to think of having anyone accompany me for the rest of my life. I am prepared to be single for the rest of my life. I know i yearn for love but i will nv have wat i want.Mayb tis is jus retribution for my previous life.
I know i am not some handsome guy or some rich guy i am also not someone who is super nice.But sometimes i do feel like why am i living in this world with pains. I only can see ppl xing fu but i will nv gt xingfu.I just hope my next life wont be like me now.
10:00 AM
Monday, November 9, 2009
Hasnt been blogging for quite awhile. Life was normal had a new haircut a week ago ~ here are de pics
6:18 AM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Hasnt been blogging quite awhile alot of up n down ~ dun wanna say too much abt it.
Here one of my fav song is by Boys Like Girls ! The LOVE DRUNK!
Enjoy
Love Drunk lyrics
Songwriters: Hollander, Sam; Johnson, Martin; Katz, David;
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue
(Taste it on my tongue)
The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you, oh, so bad it hurt
But girl, in case you haven't heard
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)
There's just one thing would make me say
(Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over
(Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey)
Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We're spinning on a roller coaster ride
The world stuck in black and white
(Stuck in black and white)
You drove me crazy every time we touched
Now I'm so broken that I can't get up
Oh girl, you make me such a lush
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)
There's just one thing would make me say
(Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over
All the time I wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
I'm checking into rehab 'cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now I'm sober
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)
There's just one thing would make me say
(Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Now it's over, I still taste it on my tongue
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na
Now it's over
9:20 AM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
I sometime really duno why i think so much. I always think of negative stuff too much. I really dun want to think so much but is like i cant help to think alot. Really kinda of suffering to think so much bad thing. I think i might really go crazy one day if i continue like tat. I serious duno what to do to stop it. What can i do n nt be so pess
4:25 AM